Interests:This no INTEREST...but this what ive got to say i want to be remebered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken
and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own Expertise:EVERYTHING!! Occupation:ASK ME
Yo whats up damn so long That I've been on this thing I really do miss this thing I mean I loved it when I first got this But well I have my reasons why well I had so many friends on this xanga but they all went away.Thats so sad!
Well I hadnt been online because I got married and um I had to leave this thing I got married to my ex boyfriend the one I went back with ya that player I dont know why but Some you may remember my entrys about that player all well unfortunately my marriage did not work so I got divorced and good thing is though I dont have kids at all though I wanted one but didnt happen.Well from there I didnt know how to move on with my life and have guys stop playing games I mean where did I ever go wrong for them treat me like this they all make me feel like the fillin of A butter sandwhich ohhhhhhs.Well from there I joined ARMY BABY!!! Ma was cryin she said she thought that this of me but also she realised I was doing this so I can go on Ma didnt want me to leave her like I did when I got married but I told her I just had to so I did.From there I got sent to missouri the state I never that I would go to...DAmn well I was up there for 5 months and when I first got there my sargents took I and all the soldiers out somewhere in the middle of no where and we all had to work as a Team I mean it was crazy. well weeks months went on and We all soldiers got Our battle buddies and had to work as A team we were all get trained woth DISCIPLINE which I've always liked.But never did like the screaming running Cause then I was lazy I mean not that lazy but I can tell you this never did like running but hey I'm all in shape HOTT!!! BABY well then the story goes on we had to go through gas chambers were you cant breathe you have to put you mask on right if not you can die so you have to find your way through to get out. so many stories That I want to share.So then um you just get really trained It's fun but not for some.You have to wax your boots real good hey I was good at doing that I mean I've always been clean.Well expections would come very some so you have to fold your clothes in some inches have to have them in the drawers well guess what from drawer I never took out anything always left it folded the way it should be you know how you go buy more army tshirts and wear those and also undwears and stuff like that so I always wash the ones I weared and just kept them in my laundry bag which they give you.and so when expectations would come I was all good guess who gave me this hints My lady sargent hehe.she was cool with everyone of us there was A crazy sargent to I mean when he got mad he Got MAD!!! some were cool.uM so many soldiers tried sucide well I guess A couple of them guys and girls They got thier shoe lace takin away cause in the nights thats when they would want to well so through the bunk beds you get your there awake laying watching taking care of the ones that were crazy some had to go home cause they couldn't take it anymore.I mean you do keep in touch with your family through letters I mean they write you can also.But I always loved eating when it came to it Delicious BABY!!! good good good diffrent kind cooks.Also couple of old and young sargents and soldiers asked why the heck you here I was like what aint good to be in here Biatch ill show you what I got I the work to do AMERICAN ARMY HERE TO WORK AND FIGHT FOR MY COUNTRY THE WAS LIKE ??? HUH AND SAID YEAH WHAT YOU LOONG AT?couple of hook ups too but that didnt happend cause well we would get a day off we soldiers all got a chance to go to the mall they have in the building and boling and movies and stuff like that too but yeah we also had a chance to go and rent hotels but nahh I didnt choose to be with nobody cause there you cant have a realationship with none but some did I dint but for sure had A lot of guyfriends girlfriends..Yeah Im not supose to say this but one of my sargent too was want hook up I mean hes fucking crazy !! I never did like him all though he was nice to me but nahh to good yo good haha well thats it for now I gotta get some rest .. I'm tired saturday and sunday I had to go to some city where you go training I mean its just 35 minutes from my place but other done that no work today no training until 2 next weekends..
I NEED SOMEBODY I FEEL SO LONELY I MEAN LIFE HAS GROWN AND ITS HARD!! ONLY IF YOU ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL DAMN (SAD)I'LL PUT SOME PICS OF ME SOON STILL HOTSS
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